1. |
Intro
00:56
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2. |
Alone Again
03:48
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Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
I’ve waited, been patient
Dedicated in the name of
Being more, giving all, that I have, but you want more
I’ve changed and I’m changing
It’s not over there’s still time left
It isn’t much, so make the most, I getting tired, of giving up
Searching for silence
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
I can’t find, my balance
I’ve been trying, so hard but
What I love, you seem to hate, and what I hate, you seem to love
I’m lost, It’s confusing
What point am I proving
I don’t know anymore what to do or who to be
Searching for silence
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
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3. |
Faded Out
03:05
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I don’t wanna wake up, lately
The days are getting longer
It feels like I’m just going through the motions
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I wanna try, I wanna care, I wanna feel alive like I used to
I wanna be someone, do something, but it feels a little like sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough, to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And It’s not getting better
Give me something real to hold on to
Because I don’t know what’s real anymore
I’m walking through a haze tryna find you
The person that I was before
I gave it all, and I found a hole, that I didn’t know was hiding
Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong, and I’ve been out lost
Sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough, to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And It’s not getting better
I wanna find some piece of mind
I need a lifeline please somebody please somebody
I can’t seem to wake up
Something’s gotta give before I give up
I can’t live like this
I hate everything I feel cause I don’t feel anything anymore
And i don’t know why oh why
I just wanna stop time and catch my breath
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And It’s not getting better
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4. |
Never Gonna Learn
03:18
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I keep learning my lesson
Without learning my lesson
Can’t seem to learn my lesson
I need to learn my lesson
How many times do I have learn a lesson
Before I learn my lesson
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I keep repeating my actions expecting different reactions
But the same thing keeps on happening
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I miss when I blissful in ignorance
I thought we said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
But I can’t
Can’t stand the cycle
I’m stuck inside a cycle repeating myself over and over
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I’m tryna change or at least I keep on saying
I’m trying to turn the page on my bullshit
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I miss when I blissful in ignorance
I thought we said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
But I can’t
I keep learning my lesson
Without learning my lesson
Can’t seem to learn my lesson
I need to learn my lesson
I thought we said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
But I can’t
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5. |
If I Could Erase It
04:11
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I want to be like you
Forget what I said to
Somebody I used to know
When I was someone they used to know
I try to be honest
To grow into someone I’m proud of
But you make it so hard when all you do is pull me down
If I do it all over
I wish I could take it, throw it away
If I could start over
If I could erase it I would erase it
If I could start over
There’s so many things that I’d change
If I could start over
There’s so much inside me I hate
The past’s supposed to stay
Why does it follow me
I can’t outrun myself
If I could start over
I’m sick of everyone around me
Acting like they can’t see
The elephant behind me
I’m in a constant state of stress
From the weight that’s on my chest
And I don’t wanna pretend that that I’m okay
I’ve always been the kind to
Bury shit inside to
Let it rot and gradually consume me
Let it build into a rage
That I take out in a way
That makes everyone I love fucking hate me
If I could start over
There’s so many things that I’d change
If I could start over
There’s so much inside me I hate
The past’s supposed to stay
Why does it follow me
I can’t outrun myself
If I could start over
Take it all back
Let me erase me, erase me
Take it all back
I don’t wanna see
Take it all back
Let me erase me, erase me
Take it all back
I don’t wanna be this
If I do it all over
I wish I could take it, throw it away
If I could start over
If I could erase it, I would erase it
If I could start over
There’s so many things that I’d change
If I could start over
There’s so much inside me I hate
The past’s supposed to stay
Why does it follow me
I can’t outrun myself
If I could start over
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6. |
Find Myself
04:40
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How do I kill myself
Or all the parts that have been created to please
And leave what’s real and what still has meaning
I know it won’t be enough for you
But it’s out of my hands
I’m letting go
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be I
just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
How do I love myself
With the constant reminder of all that I left behind
And it’s all that you seem to want from me
I’m never enough for you
Well it’s out of my hands
I’m letting go
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
What will it take
How many times do I
Have to break
Before you get it
I don’t wanna be
What you remember
It’s my sanity and happiness is not fucking about you
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
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7. |
You've Made It This Far
04:21
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Smile
They always tell you to smile
To appreciate the things you have
But it doesn’t change what’s on your mind
So you smileBut it’s only on the outside
So they can’t see the pain that’s overwhelming
And eating you alive
When it feels like you might have had enough
Shut out the world and remind yourself
If you could hold on just for a little while
You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through
It’s crazy how far you’ve come
All you’ve done, the life that you came from
Take a step back and look at who you are
You’ve made it this far
Breathe
Close your eyes and breathe
I know it feels like it’s consuming
And you’re tired of this feeling
And you try
You try so damn hard
But sometimes it feels like falling and you’re just waiting for the ground
When you lose faith in what you’ve been dreaming of
Stay in that moment and tell yourself
If you could hold on just for a little while
You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through
It’s crazy how far you’ve come
All you’ve done, the life that you came from
Take a step back and look at who you are
You’ve made it this far
You’re not the only one who feels like they’re alone
Against all the odds and after all you’ve made it this far
If you could hold on just for a little while
You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through
It’s crazy how far you’ve come
All you’ve done, the life that you came from
Take a step back and look at who you are
You’ve made it this far
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8. |
See What's On The Inside
04:36
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I’ve never wanted to
Be what you want me to be
It’s like I’ve lost myself in finding my way
I feel it creeping in
Patience is wearing thin
If I could help myself I would
But there’s a part of me that roams
That belongs to the road and begs me to run
Runaway from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
I’ve always tried to be
What you needed from me
And along the way forgot who I am
I’m sorry for getting cold
For pushing you away
It just feels like I’m falling and nobody’s there
‘Cause there’s a part of me that roams
That belongs to the road and begs me to run
Runaway from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and find out what’s on the inside
To runaway from the world
To close my eyes and leap
To take the road less traveled to the unknown
To take the long way home
And be wrong sometimes
To be like the wind, and find out what’s on the inside
Runaway from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
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9. |
Misery Loves Company
04:03
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Slamming doors
Spitting venom
It’s hard to envision this house without
Paranoia
All our actions and words that we do just to hurt
Because misery
Misery loves company
So you blame someone else
So you don’t have to blame yourself
It doesn’t have to be like this
What we stand here to stand for
To make a better day out of the bed you made
What we came here to fight for
Is it a lot to ask, to let go of the past?
Hearts don’t have to break in our home
Tempers rise
All the screaming I can’t comprehend
Where I stand it’s like navigating
Hypocritical moving of lines that you’ve drawn in your mind
I wish I knew what was going on
But your past is still haunting you
I can’t control it but it doesn’t have to be like this
What we stand here to stand for
To make a better day out of the bed you made
What we came here to fight forIs it a lot to ask, to let go of the past?
Hearts don’t have to break in our home
I held you
Too close to
See through you
I want to
Unhurt you
I need to
Unlove you
To love you
What we stand here to stand for
To make a better day out of the bed you made
What we came here to fight for
Is it a lot to ask, to let go of the past?
Hearts don’t have to break in our home
I held you
Too close to
See through you
I want to
Unhurt you
I need to
Unlove you
To love you
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10. |
Fame
03:18
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So you want fame
Everybody in the world to know your name
How far will you go to outrun your pain
I can take you away
Do you wanna play my game
So you want money
So much of the shit that it’s almost funny
How much attention do you need
To fill the hole you feel
Tell me do you want money
Well light me up
And watch me fly
I might change my mind
A thousand times
But I’ll get us there alright
Just light me up
And watch me
So you want sex
Anybody that you please that you wanna fuck next
Take your pick cause they’re champing at the bit to scratch your itch
So you want sex
Do you wanna die
Have the whole world fall apart, break down and cry
Do you think that’ll stop the voices inside
Telling you your whole life’s a lie
That you’d be better off to die
Do you wanna die
Well light me up
And watch me fly
I might change my mind
A thousand times
But I’ll get us there alright
Just light me up
And watch me
Roads of gold
Going down
Enjoy the ride
And let me in
Follow me
All the way
Mark me down for
Everything
Fame
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11. |
The Grey
03:46
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The come down is killing me
The slow fade, the fast release
I know I can’t keep this up forever
The light burns, please close the shades
I’m alright, I can numb the pain
I don’t want to see the world today
I don’t want this
I can’t get out
Self loathing’s
Overwhelming
Lay me down
And lead me into the grey
Don’t make a sound
Just leave me alone in the dark
Is aching, my vision’s blurred
I’m lonely, it’s what I deserve
How long can I keep this up?
The silence is deafening
The demon’s I’m harboring
Are screaming and I can’t pull away
I don’t want this
I can’t get out
Self loathing’s
Overwhelming
Lay me down
And lead me into the grey
Don’t make a sound
Just leave me alone in the dark
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12. |
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I gotta find a new devil
I killed the last one, now I don’t know what to do with myself
I guess I gotta find a new devil
What in Gods name is wrong with me?
What the hell!
Just when I think I’ve got it figured out, I go and lose my mind again
Living on the edge of revelation, too scared to fall, too afraid to fly
Tell me why?
I am my own worst enemy
I feel it taking over me
I am my own worst enemy
Better the Devil you know than the Devil you don’t
Coz the one that’s inside can hide right in front you
Whats come over me
Hooked on this
I can’t restrain
I’m lying with the devil again
I want the hurt
I want the pain
I hear you when I’m alone
I feel strip me to the bone
I am my own worst enemy.
I feel it taking over me.
I am my own worst enemy.
Better the Devil you know than the Devil you don’t coz the one that’s inside can hide right in front you.
I am my own worst enemy.
I feel it taking over me.
I am my own worst enemy.
I feel it taking over me.
I am my own worst enemy.
Better the Devil you know than the Devil you don’t coz the one that’s inside can hide right in front you.
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13. |
Miles Away
04:33
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My friend
Oh my brother
I hope this finds you well
I’m doing good
I met a girl
You’d get along like a house on fire
I think about when times were hard
We’d sit and not say a word
Share a drink or three
Just keeping company
And know the other one was there, yeah
So thank you for all that you did
The times you saved me from myself
Thank you for lifting me up
When I thought the world had won
You’re miles away
From where you lay down to sleep
I can’t believe it’s been so many years
And while I wish that you were here
I hope you’re feeling better
Knowing that all of us are missing you from miles away
If only you were here to see
The man I’ve grown to be
Traded the bottle for a home
And tiny terrors of my own
I wish that you could meet them
A dew and a wife
I found that perfect life we always talked about
They’ll always know your name
I wanna thank you for all that you did
For the times you saved me from myself
So thank you for all that you said
When I thought my world was done
You’re miles away
From where you lay down to sleep
I can’t believe it’s been so many years
And while I wish that you were here
I hope you’re feeling better
Knowing that all of us are missing you from miles away
You’re miles away
From where you lay down to sleep
I can’t believe it’s been so many years
And while I wish that you were here
I hope you’re feeling better
Knowing that all of us are missing you from miles away
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14. |
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I don’t wanna wake up lately
The days are getting longer
It feels just like I’m going through the motions
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I wanna try, I wanna care, I wanna feel alive like I used to
I wanna be someone, do something, but it feels a little like sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
Give me something real to hold on to
Because I don’t know what’s real anymore
I’m walking through a haze tryna find you
The person that I was before
I gave it all
But I found a hole
That I didn’t know was hiding
Thought I knew who I was
Looks like I was wrong
And I’ve been out lost sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
I wanna find some piece of mind
I need a lifeline please somebody please somebody
I can’t seem to wake up
Something’s gotta give before I give up
I can’t live like this
I hate everything I feel cause I don’t feel anything anymore
And I don’t know why
I just wanna stop time and catch my breath
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
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15. |
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I’ve never wanted to be
What you want me to be
It’s like I’ve lost myself in finding my way
I feel it creeping in
Patience is wearing thin
If I could help myself I would
But there’s a part of me that roams
That belongs to the road and begs me to run
To run away from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
I’ve always tried to be
What you needed from me
And along the way forgot who I am
I’m sorry for getting cold
And for pushing you away
It just feels like I’m falling and nobody’s there
‘Cause there’s a part of me that roams
That belongs to the road and begs me to run
To run away from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and find out what’s on the inside
To run away from the world
To close my eyes and leap
To take the road less traveled to the unknown
To take the long way home
And be scared sometimes
To be like the wind, and find out what’s on the inside
To run away from the world
To leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
To run away from the world
And leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
To run away from the world
And leave it all behind
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
So I’m facing my fears
And taking my time
To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
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16. |
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How many times do I have learn a lesson
Before I learn my lesson
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I keep repeating my actions, expecting different reactions
But the same shit keeps on happening
Somebody help me, please tell me that I’m dreaming
I miss when I was blissful in ignorance
We said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
Can’t stand the cycle
I’m stuck inside a cycle, repeating myself over and over
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I’m tryna change or at least I keep on saying
I’m trying to turn the page on my bullshit
Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming
I miss when I was blissful in ignorance
We said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
I thought we said we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
I thought we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
But I can’t
I thought we’d take our time
Why do I always jump in blindly
It’s like I’m trying to find
Something to fill a hole inside me
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17. |
Find Myself (Acoustic)
03:32
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How do I kill myself
Or all the parts that have been created to please
And leave what’s real and still has meaning
I know I won’t be enough for you
But it’s out of my hands
I’m letting go
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
How do I love myself
With the constant reminder of all that I left behind
And it’s all that you seem to want from me
I’m never enough for you
Well it’s out of my hands
I’m letting go
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
What will it take
How many times do I
Have to break
Before you get it
I don’t wanna be
What you remember
It’s my sanity
My happiness
It’s not about you
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
I’m so tired of
Not knowing who I’m supposed to be
I just want to find my way again
I’m so used up
From all that you ask from me
I just want to find myself again
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18. |
Faded Out (Acoustic)
02:43
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I don’t wanna wake up lately
The days are getting longer
It feels just like I’m going through the motions
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I wanna try, I wanna care, I wanna feel alive like I used to
I wanna be someone, do something, but it feels a little like sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
Give me something real to hold on to
Cause I don’t know what’s real anymore
I’m walking through a haze tryna find you
The person that I was before
I gave it all
And I found a hole
That I didn’t know was hiding
Thought I knew who I was
Looks like I was wrong
And I’ve been out lost sleepwalking
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
I wanna find some piece of mind
I need a lifeline please somebody, please somebody
I can’t seem to wake up
Something’s gotta give before I give up
I can’t live like this
I hate everything I feel cause I don’t feel anything anymore
And I don’t know why
I just wanna stop time and catch my breath
I’m faded out
I keep trying to stand but
I’m falling down
I’m stuck inside a loop
Why can’t I shake off
Is it not enough to wanna get better?
I’m faded out
And it’s not getting better
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19. |
Alone Again (Acoustic)
02:19
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I’ve waited, been patient
Dedicated in the name of
Being more, giving all, that I have, but you want more
I’ve changed and I’m changing
It’s not over, there’s still time left
It isn’t much, so make the most
I getting tired, of giving up
Searching for silence
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
I can’t find, my balance
I’ve been trying, so hard but
What I love, you seem to hate
And what I hate, you seem to love
I’m lost, it’s confusing
What point am I proving
I don’t know anymore what to do or who to be
Bring me hope
Take me home
I think I’m ready to be on my own
Close my eyes
Lay me down
I think it’s time that I take some time
To be alone again
To be alone again
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Asking Alexandria UK
Asking Alexandria is a British metalcore band formed in 2008. Known for their energetic performances and blend of metal, electronic, and hard rock elements, they've released acclaimed albums like "Stand Up and Scream" and "Reckless & Relentless." With dynamic vocals and powerful instrumentals, they've become a staple in the modern metal scene. ... more
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