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See What​’​s On The Inside

by Asking Alexandria

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1.
Intro 00:56
2.
Alone Again 03:48
Bring me hope Take me home I think I’m ready to be on my own Close my eyes Lay me down I think it’s time that I take some time To be alone again I’ve waited, been patient Dedicated in the name of Being more, giving all, that I have, but you want more I’ve changed and I’m changing It’s not over there’s still time left It isn’t much, so make the most, I getting tired, of giving up Searching for silence Bring me hope Take me home I think I’m ready to be on my own Close my eyes Lay me down I think it’s time that I take some time To be alone again I can’t find, my balance I’ve been trying, so hard but What I love, you seem to hate, and what I hate, you seem to love I’m lost, It’s confusing What point am I proving I don’t know anymore what to do or who to be Searching for silence Bring me hope Take me home I think I’m ready to be on my own Close my eyes Lay me down I think it’s time that I take some time To be alone again Bring me hope Take me home I think I’m ready to be on my own Bring me hope Take me home I think I’m ready to be on my own Close my eyes Lay me down I think it’s time that I take some time To be alone again
3.
Faded Out 03:05
I don’t wanna wake up, lately The days are getting longer It feels like I’m just going through the motions I don’t know what’s wrong with me I wanna try, I wanna care, I wanna feel alive like I used to I wanna be someone, do something, but it feels a little like sleepwalking I’m faded out I keep trying to stand but I’m falling down I’m stuck inside a loop Why can’t I shake off Is it not enough, to wanna get better? I’m faded out And It’s not getting better Give me something real to hold on to Because I don’t know what’s real anymore I’m walking through a haze tryna find you The person that I was before I gave it all, and I found a hole, that I didn’t know was hiding Thought I knew who I was, looks like I was wrong, and I’ve been out lost Sleepwalking I’m faded out I keep trying to stand but I’m falling down I’m stuck inside a loop Why can’t I shake off Is it not enough, to wanna get better? I’m faded out And It’s not getting better I wanna find some piece of mind I need a lifeline please somebody please somebody I can’t seem to wake up Something’s gotta give before I give up I can’t live like this I hate everything I feel cause I don’t feel anything anymore And i don’t know why oh why I just wanna stop time and catch my breath I’m faded out I keep trying to stand but I’m falling down I’m stuck inside a loop Why can’t I shake off Is it not enough, to wanna get better? I’m faded out And It’s not getting better
4.
I keep learning my lesson Without learning my lesson Can’t seem to learn my lesson I need to learn my lesson How many times do I have learn a lesson Before I learn my lesson Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming I keep repeating my actions expecting different reactions But the same thing keeps on happening Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming I miss when I blissful in ignorance I thought we said we’d take our time Why do I always jump in blindly It’s like I’m trying to find Something to fill a hole inside me But I can’t Can’t stand the cycle I’m stuck inside a cycle repeating myself over and over Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming I’m tryna change or at least I keep on saying I’m trying to turn the page on my bullshit Somebody help me please tell me that I’m dreaming I miss when I blissful in ignorance I thought we said we’d take our time Why do I always jump in blindly It’s like I’m trying to find Something to fill a hole inside me But I can’t I keep learning my lesson Without learning my lesson Can’t seem to learn my lesson I need to learn my lesson I thought we said we’d take our time Why do I always jump in blindly It’s like I’m trying to find Something to fill a hole inside me But I can’t
5.
I want to be like you Forget what I said to Somebody I used to know When I was someone they used to know I try to be honest To grow into someone I’m proud of But you make it so hard when all you do is pull me down If I do it all over I wish I could take it, throw it away If I could start over If I could erase it I would erase it If I could start over There’s so many things that I’d change If I could start over There’s so much inside me I hate The past’s supposed to stay Why does it follow me I can’t outrun myself If I could start over I’m sick of everyone around me Acting like they can’t see The elephant behind me I’m in a constant state of stress From the weight that’s on my chest And I don’t wanna pretend that that I’m okay I’ve always been the kind to Bury shit inside to Let it rot and gradually consume me Let it build into a rage That I take out in a way That makes everyone I love fucking hate me If I could start over There’s so many things that I’d change If I could start over There’s so much inside me I hate The past’s supposed to stay Why does it follow me I can’t outrun myself If I could start over Take it all back Let me erase me, erase me Take it all back I don’t wanna see Take it all back Let me erase me, erase me Take it all back I don’t wanna be this If I do it all over I wish I could take it, throw it away If I could start over If I could erase it, I would erase it If I could start over There’s so many things that I’d change If I could start over There’s so much inside me I hate The past’s supposed to stay Why does it follow me I can’t outrun myself If I could start over
6.
Find Myself 04:40
How do I kill myself Or all the parts that have been created to please And leave what’s real and what still has meaning I know it won’t be enough for you But it’s out of my hands I’m letting go I’m so tired of Not knowing who I’m supposed to be I just want to find my way again I’m so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again How do I love myself With the constant reminder of all that I left behind And it’s all that you seem to want from me I’m never enough for you Well it’s out of my hands I’m letting go I’m so tired of Not knowing who I’m supposed to be I just want to find my way again I’m so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again What will it take How many times do I Have to break Before you get it I don’t wanna be What you remember It’s my sanity and happiness is not fucking about you I’m so tired of Not knowing who I’m supposed to be I just want to find my way again I’m so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again I’m so tired of Not knowing who I’m supposed to be I just want to find my way again I’m so used up From all that you ask from me I just want to find myself again
7.
Smile They always tell you to smile To appreciate the things you have But it doesn’t change what’s on your mind So you smileBut it’s only on the outside So they can’t see the pain that’s overwhelming And eating you alive When it feels like you might have had enough Shut out the world and remind yourself If you could hold on just for a little while You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through It’s crazy how far you’ve come All you’ve done, the life that you came from Take a step back and look at who you are You’ve made it this far Breathe Close your eyes and breathe I know it feels like it’s consuming And you’re tired of this feeling And you try You try so damn hard But sometimes it feels like falling and you’re just waiting for the ground When you lose faith in what you’ve been dreaming of Stay in that moment and tell yourself If you could hold on just for a little while You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through It’s crazy how far you’ve come All you’ve done, the life that you came from Take a step back and look at who you are You’ve made it this far You’re not the only one who feels like they’re alone Against all the odds and after all you’ve made it this far If you could hold on just for a little while You might just find it’s not too much for you to make it through It’s crazy how far you’ve come All you’ve done, the life that you came from Take a step back and look at who you are You’ve made it this far
8.
I’ve never wanted to Be what you want me to be It’s like I’ve lost myself in finding my way I feel it creeping in Patience is wearing thin If I could help myself I would But there’s a part of me that roams That belongs to the road and begs me to run Runaway from the world To leave it all behind To strip it away and see what’s on the inside So I’m facing my fears And taking my time To strip it away and see what’s on the inside I’ve always tried to be What you needed from me And along the way forgot who I am I’m sorry for getting cold For pushing you away It just feels like I’m falling and nobody’s there ‘Cause there’s a part of me that roams That belongs to the road and begs me to run Runaway from the world To leave it all behind To strip it away and see what’s on the inside So I’m facing my fears And taking my time To strip it away and find out what’s on the inside To runaway from the world To close my eyes and leap To take the road less traveled to the unknown To take the long way home And be wrong sometimes To be like the wind, and find out what’s on the inside Runaway from the world To leave it all behind To strip it away and see what’s on the inside So I’m facing my fears And taking my time To strip it away and see what’s on the inside
9.
Slamming doors Spitting venom It’s hard to envision this house without Paranoia All our actions and words that we do just to hurt Because misery Misery loves company So you blame someone else So you don’t have to blame yourself It doesn’t have to be like this What we stand here to stand for To make a better day out of the bed you made What we came here to fight for Is it a lot to ask, to let go of the past? Hearts don’t have to break in our home Tempers rise All the screaming I can’t comprehend Where I stand it’s like navigating Hypocritical moving of lines that you’ve drawn in your mind I wish I knew what was going on But your past is still haunting you I can’t control it but it doesn’t have to be like this What we stand here to stand for To make a better day out of the bed you made What we came here to fight forIs it a lot to ask, to let go of the past? Hearts don’t have to break in our home I held you Too close to See through you I want to Unhurt you I need to Unlove you To love you What we stand here to stand for To make a better day out of the bed you made What we came here to fight for Is it a lot to ask, to let go of the past? Hearts don’t have to break in our home I held you Too close to See through you I want to Unhurt you I need to Unlove you To love you
10.
Fame 03:18
So you want fame Everybody in the world to know your name How far will you go to outrun your pain I can take you away Do you wanna play my game So you want money So much of the shit that it’s almost funny How much attention do you need To fill the hole you feel Tell me do you want money Well light me up And watch me fly I might change my mind A thousand times But I’ll get us there alright Just light me up And watch me So you want sex Anybody that you please that you wanna fuck next Take your pick cause they’re champing at the bit to scratch your itch So you want sex Do you wanna die Have the whole world fall apart, break down and cry Do you think that’ll stop the voices inside Telling you your whole life’s a lie That you’d be better off to die Do you wanna die Well light me up And watch me fly I might change my mind A thousand times But I’ll get us there alright Just light me up And watch me Roads of gold Going down Enjoy the ride And let me in Follow me All the way Mark me down for Everything Fame
11.
The Grey 03:46
The come down is killing me The slow fade, the fast release I know I can’t keep this up forever The light burns, please close the shades I’m alright, I can numb the pain I don’t want to see the world today I don’t want this I can’t get out Self loathing’s Overwhelming Lay me down And lead me into the grey Don’t make a sound Just leave me alone in the dark Is aching, my vision’s blurred I’m lonely, it’s what I deserve How long can I keep this up? The silence is deafening The demon’s I’m harboring Are screaming and I can’t pull away I don’t want this I can’t get out Self loathing’s Overwhelming Lay me down And lead me into the grey Don’t make a sound Just leave me alone in the dark

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released October 1, 2021

Produced and Mixed by Matt Good
Assistant Engineer: Benjamin Bynum
Tracked at Dark Horse Recording
Mastered by Howie Weinberg and Will Borza at Howie Weinberg Mastering

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Asking Alexandria is a British metalcore band formed in 2008. Known for their energetic performances and blend of metal, electronic, and hard rock elements, they've released acclaimed albums like "Stand Up and Scream" and "Reckless & Relentless." With dynamic vocals and powerful instrumentals, they've become a staple in the modern metal scene. ... more

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